I'm in a room in a circle of women all african american (my race).It's as if I'm interviewing for/ considering a position with this group of women but it doesn't seem like a job more like a social organization. I take a seat with the women we are all well dressed casual with fancy open toed sandals. I brought a small orange cup with me and put it on the floor by the couch I sat on. I have a thick black paperback book with me. The book is my prop something to do while waiting and not to appear fidgety. A woman of authority enters wearing all black. She looks and reminds me of a counselor of mine that I met in a therepeautic community.Her first comment upon entering is "Who's dingy cup is this?" I ignore the statement response delayed although I was well aware that she was talking about my cup. She takes a seat near me on my right. Some time passes and she makes small talk with me about books. Asking me if knew where to get good ones. I answer that I usually don't buy boks, that I download them onto my Ipad. She gives me a venomous look with her eyes as I answer.Almost jealousy. I feel that same energy from the other women in the room. I must note that in real life I don't own an Ipad. I almost feel as if I'm lying in the dream.I go on to suggest book stores that I know of and check the back of the book I have, which is borrowed, and see that the price is $99.99. I tell her that the price is $100 but I'm sure she can find cheaper ones. Next they inform me that someone is coming of major authority. I already made up in my mind that I would not bow to this man because I'm not apart of the group. A caucasian man enters wearing white. He resembles an officer . He makes a statement of command. All the women in the circle stand and offer him a curtsy.( A small bow) And I stand and bow anyway. I cry inside and drop a single tear because I did what I said I wouldn't do. Does any one have any insight into the interpretation of this dream? I would really appreciate it.