I was dreaming I was in a motel/ rooming house /apartment building, it was part of a giant collective of rooms. I was visiting people mostly when they weren’t there experiencing what they enjoyed about life, let me say it wasn’t much, but in small doses it was OK. I was doing things like watching their favorite TV programs, radio shows, touching, and looking at favorite blankets, photos, finger foods, trinkets ect. I was in what I realized just another compartment. I realized a woman was living in it, I thought the room was mine at first then realized it wasn’t. I mean it could have been mine if I choose, but I didn’t want the space so instead I visited others rooms and apartments. Suddenly I noticed I was in a space with another man who was doing the same thing as me which consisted of checking out rooms experiencing things also. The clock somewhere ticked I knew I had to go, but I was stuck as we both went for the door at the same time. I realized I was stuck in some monotonous tedious program and then felt the loop. The clock ticked again very loud. I knew I had to leave before the occupant came back. Then I realized I was feeling what was like what it must be like to be aware one experiencing time. As I reached for the door knob, me and the other man in the room bumped into each other. Surprised that someone else was there and were doing the same thing. (loop) He reached the door first.

Suddenly the owner of the occupant's room was there with a plastic bag in his hands and he was very angry. He demanded for us to forfeit our existence and surrender by putting our heads in the plastic bag voluntarily. No sooner as the controller said his command than the other male a hacker like me tricked him by acting like he would submit by appearing to put his head in the bag, and then then we rushed passed the occupant’s owner pushing him hard and we ran. Running I realized instantly that the man demanding my life was stealing time from within the room. He was stealing experiences through the feelings of the real person that belonged in the room. Only he was doing it with permission form something controlling the whole mechanism. I was unauthorized. I was in the know looping, and it was all familiar. (stay with me please there is lots of loops in this dream, and its a bit complex-ed). Running, running, running, I thought of where I was again with more details revealing themselves to me (loop) I was in a giant collective of, apartments, building hotels, and mega malls consisting of rooms, or sections. Then Running, running, running again I realized that I’d been there before in different parts of the giant cube shopping for unneeded pretty clothing and undergarments. Then I realized something was more wrong than being chased, and tried to escape the controller by using the elevator. Even then I’m aware in the dream of another version of me running ( loop). Running, running, running again, I started thinking about having done this before, the route of escape I took before, and having been aware before and aware of dreaming this all before ( Loop).

I knew I was caught in a space that was locked in time. I no longer wanted to be in the in-between spaces in compartmentalized boxes of rooms within rooms consisting of different living spaces with-in a larger cube. I wanted to know what was the deeper meaning of the inside. I wanted to know about the outside. I knew all the tricks, and there was nowhere to go inside the cube that would lead to what I felt was meaning or real. (Loop) Running, running, running with the controller at my heels of whom I’d stolen time, and experiences from. The penalty was always death. (I wanted, no, I needed to know what was outside panic hit me). Hope all but left me except for the fact that I knew I was dreaming a dream within deems about a reality that was only as real as we make it once we have awoken. I knew we were all there everyone who every existed Looping together. That inner knowing, and experience of having done this all before as I was running is what drove me toward survival instinct again I forgot the panic.

(So boom I'm back) Running, running running, and he's about to catch me so I ducked in the cove of a wall in the long hall. He ran past me, but when I reappeared in the hall there he was, so I stopped running looked at him in the eye's and lied. I said he made me do it! He brought me to the room! It’s not my fault! I didn’t know it was yours! All at the same time the sentences came out of my mouth in unison as if all the other versions of me where saying them together loudly before, and now. He left me standing there alone in the hall. It was silent and still as he went  down the hall after the man who had escaped the room along with me. Suddenly I look up and see a room with and escalator open up from what seemed like nowhere I think about the elevator. I’m watching the dream while sleeping, and I realize my accountability for owning my consciousness about being awake is what may be the very thing keeping me from truly being free. I realized the elevator, and escalator that had been known to set a rare few rare people free, However, I knew it was only in terms of another room people considered better than the system they’d left and I'd already done that before. I knew the truth it was all the same. Just another part of a giant mechanism that was totally beyond me.

Then I was back in the original room. I stood alone in the bathroom looking in the bath tub at some plants that belonged to a women. I realized the women came from my blood line she was my aunt on my mother’s side of the family. She had grown these strange plants in the bath tub. I saw her spirit point to the plants as if to give me a clue of their importance. (my aunt recently passed away) I was viewing the plants standing there confused for the first time. They were vivid green ivory’s with tubes filled with stuff that looked like wet glowing white vines, or veins maybe both running through the plants from the base of the soil. I wanted some of the strange plants. I could tell where untamed even though harnessed. But I couldn’t bring myself to take any of them, then again....
Hurled back (loop) to the beginning to the middle, and in-between again experiencing everything in a mere second. This time I found myself stop with a jerk, and suddenly I was on the thrown in a bathroom I stood up looked at the seat, and saw it had words etched in the seat. I couldn’t read them, but I knew what they were inside and that it was an important room, a key of escape to freedom. I suddenly realized there were doors I hadn’t used or even thought of before.

Then again back to the beginning somewhere in the dream, within the cube (Loop) I fond myself outside the mega mall. I heard a known yet unknown person in terms of only a steady toned soft voice. It said to me “isn’t that pretty I want to ride that but they said it’s broken. You can’t go on that." I realized the voice was my own. It was me talking to me. I looked up and suddenly there was an amusement park that seemed to appear from nowhere. Zap ! again I was ridding the rides doing what was expected of me, but only half experiencing it. I was doing my daily grind on the amusement park ride. Then couldn’t remember the rides it all diapered. Then I was in the park, but found myself on another ride consisting of buying useless clothing, pretty undergarments, then getting on the escalator again (loop). I thought while on the escalator something is wrong I’ve been here before. I realized I was occupying someones space in a fragmented room. I'd done the escalator escape before, and this is how I got there (loop).

Then boom, running, running, running , looking at the elevator, and then suddenly I front of the escalator then I found myself looking at more shinny s***! I call the glamor. Back inside the program aware I was inside a giant mechanism inside a cube (loop). "whew" Then I flipped a switch in the program because I realized that I could, but I was still in a dream within dreams, and rooms within rooms. Now looking at people ice skating, and climbing up make believe mountains, music was blaring, people where laughing, and all I could do was watch. I couldn’t even participate to pretend that I wanted to apart of it all. Then I remembered being there before too, and people asking me to get on one of the rides like they where doing again. I just couldn’t bring myself to do it this time. I was compelled with the thought that I’d be swallowed up by the program if I did, and that I had a greater purposes for my time there. I thought to myself” More shinny sh** dam where does it end, I'm so tired” I was seriously disappointed, aware I was aware again, and I’d done that before too (loop).

Suddenly back in front of the elevator again. Thinking I’d beat the program only to be feed another program it was all artificial excerpt for my experiencing the experience of getting and having a clue, and running, escaping only to end up back again. Aware that I was dreaming, that simple truth was the choice I'd obtained not to participate according to the rules until I could find another way to fight.
Then I realized I’d made a major flaw toward the beginning of it all, or was it the middle? when I lied to the controller and blamed the man in the room whom was the other hacker my  spiritual brother, for my defection because I was fearful. I knew that I’d never get out until I could accept responsibility for self. I knew by doing so I was excepting that duty for everyone else too. I knew that was a signal that could be a ripple for others to awaken. I couldn't get out without that simple thing., without them.The truth and my own accountability.

I woke up and remembered the whole program. The meaning of whole dream, and there was also a train I could have taken, and did a few times before. For a moment I though, and  felt I knew everything then realized I only new, and remembered a small portion of a fragment of mega information. I felt the bathroom was important for helping in the cleansing process, and the use of the plants was essential. I had a total recall of an important piece of a whole story that I'd never know entirely. But walked away feeling empowered some how. I felt this one belonged to us all. What do you think dreamers?

WBV"SSS