Conflict Dreams, Skipping time and rewinding.
It seems I can only dream/increase intensity when I descend in real life. Abyss, void whatever you wish to call it. When I used to drink, (many months ago now), I had a portal experience, I've not come close to that again. Even the angelic experiences were not as vivid as that one single portal experience, where I faced an ET head on through the vision of a reptilian or cats eye. When I play computer games I get dreams, not happy dreams but dreams. Before these last two days gaming again I had no dreams at all to speak of for about a month, I am not sure if this is a positive or a negative at this point :), if it is 'descent' at all.
So I am back in conflict dreams on the astral as I have no thread elsewhere. The only thread I have to conflict is the ability to help pair lower/higher selves together, which I am very grateful for that contact/contract :) I have the ability to create time as I want to, knowing now here we create time from our timelessness, to experience any reality or sense of the world around us. It seems unconsciously even not really lucidly I can step back when I don't like how things have played out, I can skip ahead etc, that was a gift from Bashar if you ever watch his videos :). After saving one couple from a fate I had just recently experienced them having, skipping back in time and informing them others were going to rob or harm the female of the couple. They both were saved, and reunited together, to express and live their life, which they did in a scene.
On the way home through a dark city, I then became the focus of the entities that had chosen to harm the couple. Jumping (see the film jumpers) I locked myself away in a high tower which was sunny and bright, my family left and went to school, I heard my brothers voice saying I had stayed behind to do his homework. The group did eventually find and kill me at night again, so I skipped back to a time before they had, and the second time around threw an object down the stairs of this high tower, for them to follow. (Their descent). While hiding behind a door.
I say tower but it was a cosy home, that I had built as a tower, even though the rooms were small. This brought me into contact again with another group, as a young girl spotted me hiding behind a door, and made a very odd sound. High pitched but not a scream. The group arrived thinking I had scared or harmed the girl, and were about to engage me also but I explained that I was hiding. They said from whom? I told them and the situation calmed. They suggested the wounds I had received from dying in the astral were nothing. When I asked them what they meant, the most vocal showed me his wound in comparison, which was to have a hole in the center of his chest, brown, shallow, not bloody but definitive. A missing heart came to mind as that has been on my mind a lot recently, the inability to feel love.
We spoke about the group causing problems here, and they said don't worry about it I know someone. I got the picture the man opposite knew someone from a group that was more connected, and didn't mind getting involved, an outfit type group.
My question from all of this is also, how can I still experience fears on the astral when I have so very little fear in real life? I wonder how that is not filtering down. The last two nights dreams have been of conflict in one way or another, with people shifting sides after I have been with them for a time to play out the bad guys role. The last one was clearly a gaming grid with popular cultures thoughtforms being played by beings that I met later, jedi, predators etc, this one was a landscape I don't remember being on before, a suburban area.
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Permalink Reply by Karrade on
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Thanks for the help :), feel more centered today!
Called on the 4 archangels, and used all the crystals I had, during the call the bracelet I was wearing felt like a hand on my wrist to reassure me, I had forgotten I was wearing it. Specifically apache tears stone under the jade gate (astral gate, back of the neck), with a view to guarding it, sodalite cleansing the brow energies, which is shaped almost as a triangle/pyramid, and a string of crystals dedicated to protecting whatever energy is awakened inside me. 2 days in a game world feels like a lifetime these days, but they are all deleted again. The only communication that got through to the waking world, was a dream about 'them' stealing babies, souls or innocence, very cloudy low energy by that point, but I got the message.
I felt like i'd been in the mental gym when I woke up, yawning tired, but no more need to visit artificial worlds at all was present. Hopefully we got what we needed from the experience, any missing pieces. Many thanks again for the lift, whoever or whatever it was :). I'll post some observations on the in the know page.
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Permalink Reply by Kv_Three_O_Five on
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Have you tried inducing O.B.E's (Outer Body experiences)Because I know that once i started Actually taking the time out to have Obe's instead of just having Normal Dreams throughout the Night my dreams as well as my state of being Changed. But i must say Last Month Was my Lowest Dreaming Frequency I did'nt have nearly as many Obe's as i usually do.
As you induce more Obe's Your Fears just seem to Fade Away. Due to Extreme Control and Abilitys once you've learned them and Masterered them all.This Means mastery in the physical Realm As Well as Mastery of Certain parts of oneself in order to get your unit Back To a Whole Condition.You currently have mastered time travel for instance:). So In the Physical World You may have a similar ability of Being Very Patient. A person who really Weighs all possibilities and Outcomes because you can look into the future of things and Choose different interactions that will produce the desired Outcome or effect.(Sounds like time traveling to me!)
When you have Obe's You Start off on a clean Slate The World is Your Canvas.What ever Your thoughts are your reality will reflect. If You Happen to See anything out of the ordinary or threating in your Obe you can easily vanquish it with just a mere thought You learn this as you have more and more fully lucid dreams or full O.B.E's...Having these type of interactions teaches you to understand fear and what it means and how easily it can be dealt with. On the Astral realm all you would need to do in a sticky situation was to turn your back on whatevers Bothering you Give it no Power By Giving It No Thought Place your Mind and thoughts Elsewhere and simply walk away or simply calmy ask it or who whats the big deal?Whats Your isuue?. you'll Be amazed at the outcome.
By you playing those games Before Bed Definitly Pose a Problem When Dealing with tamiming the mind, with so many different characters involved you more than likely will have your work cut out for you. Thats why i believe your fear tend to come back every now and again your dealing with too many players. Any one would be tense in an artificial world were you never know whats going to coming around the corner. You must Change your Astral Surroundings. Which May Mean a Change in physical surroundings also. Hmmmmmm lol...
Wholeness and Balanced Vibrations
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You picked me up and dusted me off :) I owe you one. Lot of love and gratitude for that KV.
I don't have OBE's, I go into phase every morning to attempt. I've missed a few mornings but not many recently. At the moment my mind is racing too fast to settle down into them, before that it was the emotions, then before that it was the body racing too fast. Best way I can put it. One is always out of synch with stillness, and it isn't always the mind. Mind was perfectly calm in some attempts.
A part of me gave me a key that I can use to change the surroundings. I had been resisting getting back into the draconian system to move my surroundings, but the key is I can go into it to wake others up, that is good, and worthwhile. There is nothing there for me, but there is for others.
My surroundings will change now.Respect and Gratitude sent Kv.
Treat the journey well.
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