Being associated with religion/church never really set well with me. October 2012 I saw something in church that I still can not quite understand but it was a turning point in my life. I had been attending a mega church of a renowned pastor. i was at what i considered my highest height that I can be involved in with this organization. I never have been one to be moved by titles. Therefore, I continued my membership with this church under a veil.

During church service on a Sunday morning while the pastor was preaching when he came on the side of the room where I was sitting, it appeared to me as if everyone had been frozen/paused and pure silence existed.  I looked around the room then I looked at the pastor only him and I was still awake. He was standing with both of his hands up also frozen but his eyes were roaming the room again he was frozen so his head wasn't moving as if he was trying to see what had happen. Then everything resumed. 

I have never experience anything like this in my time present here this life. however, something felt right about that moment. I knew I would never return to that church or any other church from that moving forward.