Im going through a lot now in my life.. I have for the first time discovered that for these many years i have lived on this planet the man i believed to be my father isnt. At this moment i dont know what i should feel.. sad? or liberation? I am now free to express myself with no quilt whatsoever .. no longer will i be living up to someones expectations of me.. This may be one of the biggest chapters in my life.. whatelse does this transitional time period have for me? I was forced to grow up hearing "money is what measures your life, get a education! , wear a suit and tie and cut ur hair LOOK DECENT!, Eat real food! , stop reading books and learn what they teach you in school.. and other foolish talks..
Last week i was still thinking on how i could get around to finally transitioning into the breatharian state and how i could do it without my parents getting in my way.. how i could finally be free and let them know i dont believe in the education system.. how im not motivated by money neither do i believe in it.. how i dont believe in cuttin my hair.. how i would like to travel to safe jungle where i can finally be free from it all..
And right when i was most vulnerable the Universe has revealed to me that really it was just all a illusion.. now i have the power to either realize that absolutely nothing can stop me on my path or continue to pretend..
I havent told my mom that i now he isnt my father.. and I dont kno wether i should keep it in my mind or just reveal it.. but its funny how the universe works.. it gave me signs on this very matter but you just gotta have the eyes to see i guess...
i dont really have no one to talk about this with.. but im so happy i got a family here! I love you guyz!
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Wholeness Melanated,
just a reminder: Keep yourself in wholeness and balance and cultivate your love about this situation, staying focused and centered - allow the pain and your love that you cultivate to rise you above these circumstances. Once you feel this, and you will know that you are there when you reach there, then you will know what to do and how to do it.
Love.....Wholeness...balance...love
Wow Mel, I'm having going through a very similar experience we well - the the point where I got really down and negative about it - "Why is this happening to me?" At times I felt like eating the "steak and wine", because it was causing so much tension - but somehow I've managed to stay on course and not give it to all the illusion. Thanks for sharing Mel, what you said really got to me. stay strong.
Hello Brother,
I can relate tremendously with feeling you are in the wrong place and getting closer to nature. I have recently cut my hair, almost cut out meats all the way (really just eggs, I like to bake), began speaking out on these systems and just overall speaking my truth that no one cares to hear or feels it is relevant. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't say anything, but I find myself feeling more recently you may wake this person of with this small statement. One of the best things we can do is not to deny ourselves of ourselves. I was recently told "I wish you had a regular job like everyone else, so you wouldn't have so much time to look for truth." I responded with where every I am, I AM and there I will find truth. I can't run away from myself.
Hi Melanated1,
I'm just gonna ask questions, but you don't have to answer me.
Why wouldn't you tell your Mother? Fear of upsetting her? Maybe that would be the start of your journey, letting her realise that it changes everything for you, maybe she wasn't feeling his energy either, just a thought. It could be a relief for her, I'm sure it will be a shock, just let her know you're not mad, don't pressure her for answers unless she's ready to tell you. Show her some love, be calm and listen.
I love how you'd want to go to the jungle and live a simple life, me too, I feel I was born in the wrong time or place, re-born I should say.
We can see the signs or not. I'm not sure what signs to look for, but I have been told about them, numbers. ?? What signs have you noticed?
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