A memory that stands out from childhood is the strong feeling that I was living in the time of the end of the world. I never told anyone until much later and that time it was to a doctor who said it was just my own fear of impending doom. A few years ago I experienced some events that led me to have a spiritual awakening. This sent me on a journey where I had many extraordinary experiences. My ego had been dismantled, I gained valuable knowledge, and I had a new outlook on life, or so I thought. The end of last year is when I had another awakening. It happened by chance when I was looking up videos on YouTube. That night I began to uncover the matrix. This past year I have spent hours researching, mostly on the internet. It is so overwhelming to know because ignorance truly is bliss. I am glad I am aware of the complex manipulation of human beings dating back thousands of years. I am so angered yet intrigued by this subject that I must have find out more information daily. That is how I came across this site. I hope I am not too late. There is so much more I need to know and need to be doing but I'm not sure where to start. I need to become spiritually stronger and I need to be ready but how?

Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you to who welcomed me on my page.