hi ppl im just amazed by what i have came acros here wich ive known in my heart all my life was true, I realy hated life an the thought of, is this it, and then we die, but deep down i knew there was something more. thank our real almighty for ppl like sevan . anyway im stuck for ppl to talk to about this subject as everybody are literely asleep an dont want waking up but i know me changing will wake ppl up so im gona do it for not just me but everyone an everything an nothing is going to stop me but i could do with i litle help . I have moved out of my town an away from distraction an have started runing im packing the sigeretes in this week but for ever this time iv started breathing exercises an meditation and im going to buy nutrients etc this week. I could realy do with some support though as apart from my mum who i text daily who still thinks jesus is her savior i dont realy have any lol . does anybody know ppl or groups near me? maybe never know worth a try . Anyway ppl keep up the good work the word is spreading well get there in the universe lol thanks an love to all paul scouser liverpool england you know were john lennon was born lol :)