My life has taken so many twist and turns. The one constant has been my inability to connect or open up to anyone. Almost literally overtime everyone from mother father brother and all other members of my family have been removed systematically from my reality. I've never wanted what 'the world' valued. And really could never understand why nothing ever felt permanent. My dreams early in life have always been almost like they where about someone else. Until 25 when I sleep its as if I had the… Continue