Also thank you all for the welcoming.

I have tried a couple of times, just trying to clear my mind, i closed my eyes while in the dark and it felt like i had my eyes open. I held down my eye lids,but it felt the same, so i actually wave my other had infron of my face and i could see when i was moving my fingers,not a clear view, but kinda of like when you see somethign behind a sheer courtain, it was kinda of weird so i havent done it again, do you know what that means?? sorry i know you probably just wanted a yes or no answer

Thank you!