Hello all, this post crosses a few boundaries, as I know my awareness now to slowly be awakening too. It touches on the meaning behind letters.

31st March today, this morning I had a series of dreams related to D, focusing on D, or being a D for the role now. That night before sleep I had pledged myself under the law of grace to be given contact with higher beings, in service of the mother, giving up my own pursuits for now till I could see what was to be healed, was brought to reality around me, to see the world a brighter place, and allowing child innocence to be restored to those born. In doing this I did indeed make contact last night in dreams, either with parts of myself needing to be identified or other beings, perhaps one and the same.

When you put yourself in this way into her embrace you do indeed wash yourself clean, your tears are healing for everything around you :), someone who had lived in the same house for me for a long time, under black/blanked dreams upstairs, dreamed for the first time in years. 

Here was my first dream:
Location:
Magic Shop, Loaded counter selling magical goods up to waist height, tables around it for sitting and eating at.

Players:

Father, Brother, Waitress that resembles a pleasant aquaintance, Two powerful, male and female middle aged shop keepers, and an assumed Druid in regular clothes. The first shop keeper had a greying black beard, and both were well built, imposing forms.
My family and I waited patiently for the two shop keepers to finish speaking. Both felt very powerful, and even my father who indicates an impatient part of my life, kept quiet. They didn't need to say or look at us we just knew to stay silent. When they were ready they turned and spoke to us.
We purchased candles, they seemed a little disappointed that is all we were here for. The two family members with me then went away to sit. I realised I had worked there before, speaking to one of the girls who took the money for the candles, she was extremely attractive, light faced, bright and happy. She seemed content working in the shop, but I was wondering why she wasn’t moving on with her life as I was. She had always been behind the counter, but wasn't the focus till I was paying for the goods.
After I joined the family members that had sat down, the man on my left spoke to me from a circular table nearby. (All the tables were circles). As far as I could see no one else was in the shop. The tables were black, with sofas lining the wall behind them, around them were black stools.

He said, so your family members are witches or wizards are they? It was assumed the only people allowed to shop in this shop had some sort of bloodline attached to its workings. My father had assured them we had, but I had my doubts to the truth, as I often doubt his words in my life. (A part of my life, showing doubts of what is said to me, a contract to a teacher).

Then the strangest thing was said by the speaker. So you’re the big D are you? I seemed confused at this statement but agreed and nodded. I got up to leave, and only then wondered if he was a druid, or indeed if he meant I was a druid, or a D, a door.
I then woke up, wrote it down, and went back to bed. The time being around 3.00am
The next dream I had that morning, was even more curious. Two pairs of men in suits, took turns walking with me, they didn’t say very much, but it was quite an intense feeling of being watched, weighed etc. Both sets of me seemed to have different agendas yet neither was known to me, we walked through bright streets, shopping malls, avenues that were not that important just pleasant light background. Many of the questions I do not recall, only telling them that I was being watched by the other men too. Almost as if I was in two places at once, I ended up telling this to the same pair of men as they appeared again, but as I don’t lie, I don’t seem to in dreams now either (Spirit has learned). One set of men was harvey keitel and a partner in a suit, who I associate with more strict roles from my days of watching film. The others seemed a bit softer in manner but not the intensity of their concentration on everything, still smartly dressed.

After I had reported whatever they were asking, I overheard the last pair in not an argument but a strong expression of differing perspectives with an unseen voice.

One of the men who had been walking with me seemed to be strongly stating the case that I should know, that he was worried about the others walking with me, another unseen voice replied to him that it was worried that I’d leak energy all over the cosmos if I did know.

As I slowly woke up, I heard a clear radio broadcast in my mind, almost tuning in. Unfortunately I lost the message, but I got the numbers. 1975-1978, 1980, then a counting down of static. 1980 is when I was born.

There was more about sauces and tinned food in shops before these two dreams, I think a separate message about pie flavoured sauce? I missed that one largely, getting pieces today as I went about the day of the deeper dream. I have been under some black dream periods for a few days, not connecting like I had been doing.

If indeed I am a D, or a past life Druid, or even just need to focus on Doors within me a bit more. I was lucid for a first part of this second one, but I believe that was another dream fragment from the night remembered, as if I was playing around a bit with various desires.

What are your letter experiences, and do you have any insight to share?

To those in contact: I will go back to my pursuits of creation after the world no longer fears, and people have the abundance in their lives, children grow up with innocence, till then I am here in my role as much becoming one with the greater whole as can be achieved by a human. Whichever entity fears a leaking of energy from a D, needs to reverse that notion, the opposite can also be opened up, I strongly feel it is that simple when a D knows where to open.

Wholeness and Balance