When I look into the plethora of information coming forth these days from various factions I see only fear and insecurity as many attempt to divine what will happen in the future to this World. As people become more creative at predicting what kind of doom will befall humanity they have neglected a major component. This component is the Activated Humans who are alive and well on the dimension and formulating a grand plan to remove humanity from an otherwise vicious cycle.
What you will witness is a great deal of the world has always been engaged in constant rivals. They have generally chosen to accredit these wars to their gods wishes however it becomes clear that mans desires are equally at fault. However in different segments of the world, small and unknown to most, other members of humanity were focusing on something entirely different. Rather than spending so much time and energy arguing, fighting, worshiping, and accumulating bad karma they looked inward to discover the true meaning to their existence and the Secrets of the Body.
To truly know what is going to happen in the future of a cycle you only need to look to what happened before. Since the whole reality is on a cycle being determined by the repetition of a Canopy of Stars emitting light programs the only thing that remains is for someone to show the way out. A real Exodus.
WHEN DOING THE SAME THING HOURLY, DAILY, MONTHLY, AND YEARLY THROUGHOUT CENTURIES AND EVEN AEONS THE UNIVERSE BECOMES A GIANT CYCLE THAT MUST BE TRANSCENDED
You will find in history a great struggle from man and woman as they strain under the yoke of the god kings. It is important to keep in mind the difference between the gods and/or sons of fire and the Most High. To be clear the Most High is a totality of all things, the Creators are the Family Trees while the gods are the various branches, twigs, fruits, and thorns.
To begin this part of the quest we will have to start in the Netherworld or Roots of actuality so we can be sure to take all levels of consciousness with us on this grand elevator up. Since all are on various levels it never hurts to recap even for the Adept. It would be of value to get familiar with Ancient Symbolism in order to recognize not only the information presented here but a great deal of knowledge presented abroad. One must know exactly what is being conveyed so they are not easily confused by what may appear like a reward. Remember there is always two sides to a coin.
Description: Bottomless, no place, a spawning point for the negative feminine aspects such as excess unchasity and adultery from either fleshly polarity male or female. When one finds themselves in this state they think that they themselves have become gods with no effort but alas they are in a Illusion. Such is the state of Hatakarsa which is easily overcome by the Adept.
Note: Henceforth when I mention "Egypt" I am referring also to Chaldea, Assyria, Sumeria, Syria, Babylon, and all such areas that share the same ideologies.
THE SOUL AND THE BODY HAVE AN AFFINITY FOR ONE ANOTHER
Throughout the ancient texts the Spirits and Doubles are often mentioned. This should put it straight once and for all about an idea that seemed so far fetched for many disbelievers and those yet to know. The Soul is here to grow from this experience we are having, it is like a Being inside of a Chrysalis or Cocoon that has a scheduled time it must release its inward inhabitant. The Soul in its beginning inception is yet to gain strength, experience, and abilities thus it must learn all these things through physical existence. This is why life should be filled with increasing the strength of your Spirit as it will assist you greatly on your future journeys through the Cosmos.
You will notice that Spirits can be equipped with various abilities, this is no different than unlocking Chakras as they are both entwined. The Spirit and the Body work in conjunction to get the Spirit prepared for its next endeavor. That endeavor will be based upon how equipped the Spirit has become.
For those looking for the purpose of life you have found it, it is to prepare for your next existence which is guaranteed just as sure as the Universe loves to recycle. They say the Creators made man from dirt, this shows they are really in to recycling. :-) So your quest is to become the most balanced and equipped in order to expand into all of your senses. Each sense gained equals a greater perception and higher attainment. If one should fail they will loop around cycles infinitely until they gain control once more which generally happens when a pole shifts. You will see just how easy it is for a Being to spend aeons basically doing the same thing and not even noticing.
Many ask me why I take such an offense to a great deal of the gods. It is partly because the gods have become a crutch to man and woman but even deeper than that man, with his shallow way of seeking interactions, has failed to uphold his most valuable charge. This is to protect the Feminine Earth as he is a Guardian. Beings wholly or partly comprised of Fire have the inherent duty to protect not just consume and desolate. When out of balance such Beings protect foolishness and destroy wisdom. When the Guardian is removed it leaves the Creation subject to intrusion and thus we find our current situation.
To further give credit to this you find woman for the most part still doing her duty. It is the woman that bares the child and when the child is birthed she has the strongest instinct to protect and preserve it by keeping it safe and fed to the best of her ability. Remember she does this by instinct so man's instinct should be to protect and preserve. Many men find themselves not doing this so thus they have lost their instinct. Of course man was to consider the whole Earth as his mother, wife, sister, and daughter because it not only brought him all these things it also nourished them through all of these stages.
Now let us confirm that in ancient symbolism when something with wings is depicted they are referring to Spirits not Flesh do not forget this on your Path to becoming Adept. Angels are Spirits not flesh and seldom appear fully physical. This is because angels exists on angles or spaces between spaces. You can witness such things by looking out "the corner" of your eye. A corner is a right angle.
We have already discussed how things that are bitter have the greatest benefit and the best physical workout should leave one sore but constantly getting stronger. So it is obvious to the wise that there is no good or evil but rather two opposite forces that constantly combust when combined with one another as if in conflict. This is done in order to produce energy and motion hence the term Universe. Uni = United - Verse = Against as in the word versus.
It becomes no wonder the Bible is full of versus because the entire book is designed around conflict. There is a simple principle about negative interaction, they breed negativity. The world has done so much of this it is now ready to unite with its positive side. When this occurs the Universal Body will power up completely. The process I speak will occur for many due to the Planetary alignments and Solar Influence amongst a thousand other things. In short this is your time.
As you can see it was always considered an even higher ability to use ones double or opposite in conjunction to ones endeavors. When a person says opposites what they are describing is a mirror reflection. If you think about it the mind body and soul consists of so many positives and negatives that a mirror reflection would not look very different, especially if you are balanced. This is knowledge generally meant for Kings and royal companions only. What you will also notice around the edges of this bask relief is the indication of Spirits being used to keep man down or underneath the paw of the Lion Sphinx. Note: To say all Lions are bad is just as silly as saying all Humans are good but there are some very mean Lions. The Lions were also the protectors, some real Lion King type stuff is going on all the time with the animal kingdom as they act out the fractal of their above human resonators.
So this is no different than what is seen under a microscopic when particles collide to spawn yet more complex particles, however, like Osmosis Jones we are living inside of it all experiencing it. This is at times marvelous, strange, scary, surprising, and anything else you can imagine its all here in the Internal Universe waiting to manifest itself externally. Once a "particle" becomes complex enough it will then learn what its purpose is and thus becomes conscious and part of other conscious networks that are linked by one common unbreakable integer that we can just call "The Conscious Frequency". This is the channel We communicate on because it cannot be hacked.
Again, if one is not truly aspiring for Consciousness but is simply playing in the mind in order to fit in they have no access and neither does droid. Consciousness means you are now directing your interactions with everything just as a dolphin must be conscious of every breathe it takes even while it sleeps.
Ancient lore depicted the more negative Spirits as being more earthly and animistic. In order not to get caught up into dualistic symbolism it simply means this kind of Spirit contains more ground than air. In alchemy these types of substances become very useful as a base or platform and the whole of the work depends on it.
The mystery has already been solved but few are willing say it. Sat plays the base of the pyramid or Ziggurat because he was black as the Set means the darkness. They are already familiar with the Womb of this Planet and where everything came from, Black. What we are looking for is a resplendid reality in which we can experience all spectrums at choice and with full mastery. This is climbing the ladder of lights, or the Chakra system. Be aware, each Wheel contains a Master and it is this Master that you must overcome, in many cases it is yourself.
It becomes very simple then. From the base of the structure it is black and at the very top or capstone white. A midget on the shoulder of a giant. In the middle you have every color on the spectrum, at any point if one of these colors feels it is better than the other it ceases to becomes what it was as each color loses its beauty for not being illuminated by the color adjacent to it by contrast.
Out of this you get the classic difference of the Bird and the Serpent. The one who remains at the lowest point of the ground and the one that resides in the air. Such dualities not being explained properly led to dualism of catastrophic propensities but we can see that it always comes a time that both need each other. It was incorrect for humans to make their duality another human of opposite color. Ultimately this same parody of Bird and Serpent becomes Aryan and Nubian.
CONAN (CAIN - CNN - CANAAN) AND JEBAL (ABLE - BAEL - BAAL) FIND THEMSELVES IN THE SAME SITUATION AS PRISONERS
It is a fact that the ruling parties have used the tactic of division through their Kingship in order to keep the two forces that need each other from uniting. Generally anytime a highly populated nation is raided and occupied they send its original inhabitants abroad to separate places less they replenish their ranks and attempt to free themselves. The controllers are now aware that this is happening on a entirely different level in which we do not have to link up physically but can link up spiritually in a ethereal return from a Spiritual Diaspora. Its a tough time for evil, doubt it not, We have made it hell on them.
While this is all going on we make haste to regroup ourselves as fast as possible to end the reign of the ignorant one who despoils the Earth/Universe, which they also consider as a "bad Genii" because they cannot tame and civilize it completely, there is still resistance. We are now going to show overwhelming evidence that all Races have been enslaved by a party which is of a unbalance biorhythm not a particular color. In fact they have come in all colors and have done it to all creeds.
This level of consciousness wears human skin like a suit because even though many of them are human they are not fit to be known as such. To make it clear the human people have never been free and they have only been used to build the industry of the false kings, profit priests, and lilithian queens masquerading as gods when in fact they are demigods at best full of the unpaid karma from bad choices. A phul is born everyday. We have the power within to cease such things as we now have the knowledge which they have attempted in every way to prevent from being released but alas a strength has become a weakness.
Innerstand the divisions of Spirit. Man and woman as humans are often weighted by how much Spirit they have within them. Also keep in mind Spirit is also categorized in different types such as KA and BA. The difference being the origin itself which coincides with the various Universal Wombs or Mothers. These wombs are known to be The Urus or Ox/Cow, The Fe or Feline Feminine Fertility The Sa or Serpent Seed The Venusian portal of AM Amphibian, America etc.
THE GEOMETRY OF THE EYE CORRESPONDS TO THE PORTAL THE BEING HAS COME THROUGH WHICH ALSO GOVERNS ITS MAKEUP. SIDEREAL EYES SUCH AS THOSE SEEN ON HORSES AND GOATS = URANUS. VISICA EYES SUCH AS FELINES AND SERPENTS = VENUS WHILE CIRCULAR EYES = EARTH IN ADDITION TO HEXAGONAL EYES SUCH AS THOSE FOUND ON FLIES AND INSECTS CORRESPOND TO SATURN ETC.
Always keep in mind the Human is a composite Being especially after colonization. So if a person is mostly flesh they can be called 2/3 human. 2 parts human and 1 part Spirit which is the hidden meaning to the number 23. So if a Being is 1/3 Human they have more Spirit and this is known as a Fallen One or Nephalim (13). They still possess human bodies however they are very adept at displaying actions related to the spiritual plane.
It should hence be pointed out that the Aryans came from the sky because they were kicked out of the sky. Most of them landed in Persia now India and they were blue because they came from the sky abode, that was their home before interacting with the surface. The inhabitants of the sky are on the dimension next to us so thus the inhabitants of the sky had access to entering the Earth which was just a lower plane being cultivated by the Higher Beings.
What this leads to is some of the Beings from the higher planes came here and truly began to mingle with the inhabitants here and create. Because of the spiritual strength within many of these Beings it forever left man and woman altered and the entire drill of Earth has been to rehabilitate the situation amongst men and woman who truly have immense power that must be governed as they remain in conflict. Of course the situation has amplified because certain factions have access to secrets that give the godlike abilities. Most remain still unaware that they could have the same abilities if they knew how to cultivate them properly.
KING KHAN AND THE MOONKEYS
ITS ALWAYS THE SAME - THEY LIVE LOFTY FLESHLY LIVES AND BAR THE DOOR TO SPIRITUAL PROGRESS FOR THE MASSES JUST SO THEY IN TURN CAN STAY AROUND TO SERVE YET ANOTHER LIFE SENTENCE AS ATTENDANT AND SERVANT TO THE CON
The story is the first Khans and Pharaohs are said to have descend from a line of Beings that resided in the Air. They then mated with all Fleshly Beings on the surface, including animals, and what you had after that is the beginning of Earth's Animalistic Cycle which many know as the "Zoodiac".
NOW THAT YOU INNERSTAND WHAT THIS PICTURE MEANS YOU SEE TIAMAAT "THE MOTHER OF MONSTERS" OR BEINGS WITH VARIOUS ANIMAL AND SPIRIT COMBINATIONS DEPICTED AS A VERY EQUIPPED BEING OF A HIGH NATURE AS SHE IS SHOWN COMBINED WITH BIRD - LION- SERPENT AND URUS/COW. BEL MERODACH/MARDUK/MERDOCH IS THEN SHOWN HERE ATTEMPTING TO CIVILIZE THE EARTH WITH THE LIGHTENING BOLT/ELECTRICITY
The entire Adamic or Atomic race has been involved in various situations but it is important to bring up Cain who was given a mark to ensure that he could rule abroad and remain feared after he was kicked out what was clearly another dimension or enclosed garden. I do believe that mark was an Ankh which is the symbol of a Priest King. Here is the Etymology. CAIN = COIN = COHEN = ENOCH = PRIEST KHAN = ANKH = KAHN = CAIN = COIN = PRIEST
THE REAL GOD EL OF BYBLOS - TO END ALL CONFUSIONS
WE BREAK THROUGH WITH EXACT KNOWLEDGE THE RESISTANCE REMAINS STRONG
As you see a King always strikes his own Coin because the two are connected. What most are worshiping as god now is none other than kings from a long time ago that have not lost their luster as their servants remain in service of convenience to themselves so they let no one know the god is no longer resident. Preying and Praying on the unsuspected while they ignorantly immerse in religion which has produced very little if anything. The truth is if one wanted a Planet of intelligent expansive Beings the knowledge and the elements have always been here and they only take proper education and application. Why give tests to people that are sure to fail due to observing distorted role models for what appears to be several Yugas which keep repeating every time some pagan screams Golden Age.
People are defending something that is in fact holding them back and that is why the world is out of solutions because they fail to factor in themselves and the inherent power within. But this to will come to past rapidly as the quantum leap of consciousness continues to surprise all who were in doubt with sad faces glaring at the sky in hopes of watching a meteor fall on them. Remember these days man and woman as they preclude your greatest time. The lowest low will ultimately allow you to feel the highest high.
THE REAL TEMPLE OF BYBLOS (BIBLE)
The current popular religion is actually of the most weak and watered down to ensure it contains no real power for the entered Seeker. It came much later and was brought forth by individuals who had very little innerstanding of others costumes pertaining to Stellar Worship, Lunar Worship, or Sun Worship. Instead they knew a great deal about war and division. But each time a conquering nation succumbs to the foolishness of absorbing the local gods of those they had defeated, in their lust for power blindly they eat the poison of yet another serpent.
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THE TYPICAL PHARAOH
COPY - PRINT AND ADD ANY COLOR TO THE FACE YOU WISH
IT WAS COMMON FOR ROYAL CHAIRS TO DEPICT CAPTIVES
Some are in families that contain immense amounts of wealth and have become aware of how that wealth was obtained. Take hold of it and go out into the world and balance the Karma of relatives who are currently in sorrow stuck on dimensions remote and foreign. In doing so a light can appear for them. Entire genealogies depend on such people now.
TAXES WHERE A LITTLE MORE TAXING
It is of value for those that have chosen to name themselves Egyptian names and revel about as if major feats had been accomplished by these Beings they keep misinterpreting as their only Ancestors to know the truth. They are always trying themselves to relate to gold and jewels not things that are much more deeper such as the composition of the Tree that rests in Ethiopia underneath the constellation of Queen Cassiopaea. Such people must realize they have fallen victim to propaganda as the culture of Egypt was assumed by anyone that came under the dominion of Egypt whether slaves or rulers. So to make it clear when someone conquered Egypt they could not resist feeling as if they had been chosen by the gods to rule. Few did not fall prey to this desire as you could only imagine how many monuments looked down upon the new ruler and filled him or her with incessant pride.
Geologically few animals are indigenous to the location we now call Egypt as most animals found themselves imported to that area however several breeds of serpents are. This says a lot when one already knows that the animals correspond to the types of Spirits that will be astrally wandering around certain places.
HUMANS AS RESOURCES - HUMAN RESOURCE
Incorrectly some people feel like the statues were somehow meant to depict them and risen as a testament to the strength of their race but the fact is it was of the Pharaoh and erected for people to worship. They go further thinking something like this is still a major feat but they are not thinking about how much labor it took to do such things and this was not pleasant for our Ancestors who found themselves slaves to the Egyptians, Assyrians, and Chaldeans.
It appears many have not learned their lesson and are at it again, worshiping the same Beings that just recently enslaved them. Jupiter/Jove plays a large part of the Old Testament. As I said it has no respect of color and the ultimate objective whether its being caused by a real god or not is to keep people ignorant to the powerful abilities within. We are speaking now from a stance of already discovering vividly that they exist not from a point of hope and faith.
FOR THOSE TALKING THE RA RA RA
MEET RAS, RE, AND ASSOCIATES
Those located near the Horn of Africa in areas such as Nubia are still subject to the residue of the abuse meshed out by the Pharaoh Ramses and his son. Many of these people were beat into submission until an entire empire of Lion-like protectors ceased to do as such and succumbed to pacifist music laden with Zionism. This is the connection between the Ethiopians and the Jamaicans.
THE CLEAREST INDICATION OF POSSESSION
A KING YOU SHOULD HAVE SO MUCH MORE TO DO THAN BEAT PRISONERS
This type of situation is parallel to a Nether-World in which one must be tasked by force to work physically in order to learn valuable lessons of core strength. To return oneself to it would be shear madness. Know the truth and do not fall unceasingly into the same black hole many people have dissipated into as they spiral out of control unable to gain bearing. Never let the Illusion cloud you as society attempts to make its denizens believe they have escaped such abuse when they in fact abuse them even more now. It is now however indirect so people cannot recognize it.
NOW THAT WE SEE ALL HAVE BEEN IN BONDAGE WILL WE NOW ALL COME OUT OF BONDAGE?
In addition because the captives sought to have the favor of the Egyptian gods they abandoned their current customs and began to worship those given to them by the Egyptian Priest. This was done by agreement or by force. Christianity is such a religion as it was founded on the Egyptian pretext and the Rites of Ishtar/Isis/Astarte.
A RELIGION OF RITES DEDICATED TO REJUVENATING A DYING GOD OR VAMPIRE MEROVINGIAN
THE SACRIFICE NOW BECOMES ANOTHER'S SON OR SOLDIER
SOLDIER = DYING SUN
THE DOGS ARE DEPICTED UNDER THE CHAIR TO DESIGNATE CNN - CANINE OR DESCENDANTS OF CAIN WHO WAS BLACK BEFORE HE WAS RELEASED FROM THE GARDEN WHICH CAUSED HIM TO BECOME OPAQUE
SOMEONE NEEDS TO NOTIFY THE MEMBERS OF ASHTAR COMMAND THAT ISHTAR IS IN LEAGUE WITH THE MOON GOD SIN
NOTICE THE TRIDENT. THE REALITY IS THE WAR GODS BECAME WAR GODDESSES WHEN IT SUITED THE PRIEST TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THERE HAD BEEN A MAJOR CHANGE
AND IN THE EVENT THAT A WARRIOR GOD/GODDESS LOST THEY WOULD BE TAKEN AWAY TO SIT AROUND FOR AWHILE THEN BE GIVEN A NEW NAME AND EVENTUALLY BE RAISED AGAIN AS THE PATRON DEITY ESPECIALLY IF IT RELATED TO WAR. THUS MOST OF MANKIND ALWAYS WERE LOOKING TO OTHER THINGS FOR POWER AND SELDOM DISCOVERED THEIR OWN
CONSTANT SACRIFICE PROVES TO LEAD NOWHERE WITH STAGNANT GODS NO MATTER WHAT THEY ARE GIVEN AND IN THIS MANY BEAUTIFUL SOULS ARE LOST
BAAL WORSHIP HAD ITS ORIGINS IN CHALDEA AND MAKES UP THE ENTIRE CATHOLIC FAITH - NOTICE THE TRIDENT or SI
SINCE THE CHALDEANS WHERE SEA FARING PEOPLE THEY MORPHED THEIR GODS TO CONTAIN FISH BODIES. HOWEVER THE BIRD AND THE FISH ARE BOTH SYNONYMOUS WITH SOULS
While still others preferred the horned gods as they are more associated with war.
WE FIND A TREND HERE. RAMMAN IS BASICALLY SAYING RAM MAN. RAMSES MEANS SON OF RAM. WE FIND RAM AS AN ANAGRAM FOR MAR AS IN MARS THE RED PLANET OR WAR.
AXE GODS ARE FAMOUS FOR CUTTING DOWN TREES. SEE ZEUS BEFORE HE GOT THE THUNDERBOLT UPGRADE.
FEW THINGS GO UNNOTICED BY THE RESISTANCE
ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE = FALSE INTELLIGENCE
IMMORTALLY LIVING FALSE IN THE MEMORY OF MAN AND WOMAN THE FISH SIGNIFY THE SOULS
I WILL LEAVE OUT THE MOON MONKEYS FOR ANOTHER CONVERSATION
THE HUMAN EYES
The common saying is "the eyes are the gateway to the soul" but few can expound any further. Just about everything in regards to the human being can be found out from their eyes, even previous spiritual residencies. Iridology still finds itself as one of the most accurate ways to predict sickness. As we talked about the ladder is going up and down not just up so many people have come from ethereal planes while others are ascending from the more dense. We are all present to teach lessons to one another.
When a black ring is located around the outside of the Iris this means one has had at least one existence in the Nether Regions. To avoid confusing yourself by imagining you are on Earth it is far better for you to see yourself inside of your body which is the Universe. The Organs are the Planets while the many points of the energy centers are the Stars. Be cautious as to what you allow to shine through you.
When one has Origins from the Earth the Eyes are Brown like Dirt.
Blue in the Eyes Origins from the Sky.
Green on the Crest is from the Forest
In our upcoming post we will proceed to rise through the Universal body as we leave the Netherworld of illusionary consciousness and the fleshly ideologies of service to self, superiority, and racism. We can all feel comfortable that there is absolutely nothing that we need to share further with slave gods, oppressive religions, and bigots. With those thoughts we are already preparing ourselves to tap into what is undivided. The faster all realize that we have been designed to work together the faster we can get to expansive states of consciousness that we will so thoroughly describe as we continue this series. Wholeness never peaces and scraps.
Scribe of the People
YOU CANNOT HIDE MUCH LONGER, YOU MUST COME FORTH AND DEFEND EARTH, YOU MUST NOT BE TIMID AND SHY, YOU MUST SHOW YOU HAVE GROWN
HISTORY IS ALWAYS SUBJECT TO THE PEOPLE WRITING IT. IT IS TIME YOU NOT ONLY KNOW THE TRUTH BUT BE WILLING TO ACCEPT IT, ACT IT OUT, AND TRIUMPH FORTH.
Wholeness to you. I have just finished listening to the Universal Mother show and was a bit confused about the ++,+-,--, factors of the male and female. My ancestors were mean, the women were mean and I have struggled so and can not bear to think that I am as mean as they were and are! History has it that due to the mistreatment by the males even after marriage, I left them to fend for themselves. My daughter did the same thing and now we have granddaughters who are very independent who vow they will never leave their children. In the lessons I have learned , I would never take the course again and I am wondering after spending many years searching cult after cult and finally hearing so many truths in your information, I am overwhelmed with the idea that I just might be so "lost" at sea, there is no time to repair the damage I have done to my family. I know the programmed response is fight or flight and at 68 I still feel like running because I am tired of fighting with people. I can handle the religious and the new agers and the in and out spirits, my heart breaks for the little ones and I know how crucial their "teachings are" and as a grandmother, I am considered "dangerous"! I am balancing my body and I spend a lot of time studying because I can . My dream state is improving and last night I dreamt I was pregnant! With an idea I hope! A word of encouragement from the forum please! Will I remain a --, -+ female for I really don't like that part of me!?
I realize all answers show up at the appropriate moment. I'm knocking now! I want to be a balanced being and I am tired of the male part of me handling most of the issues! I have a son who is the most nurturing male I have ever known, and probably because I did not raise him. Tim and his wife just lost their youngest child from AML after struggling with the medicines for two years. Reading her journal one would never realize she was so young. Now they are struggling to live through this and all this information would be so helpful to them but they are not going to accept the suggestion from "mom". Sevan, this man reminds me of you. He is educated in the medical field, their dreams have been put on hold and if I could do anything on this earth for my son, I would send the family to you for healing in haste! They are wealthy and can afford a plane ticket to Costa Rico. Here is his phone number 371-698-1350. He has taken his girls (Marizel and Melanie) for a getaway for the holidays. Please see if you could host him. I know beyond a shadow of doubt, the healing will excel. And we will have more energy instead for having them waste their time as fund raiser for a hospital.
Wholeness to you and your quest. (You can understand the heart of this issue. You have a beautiful family!
Re: Timothy John Justice, Marizel (wife) and Melanie (18).
The issue seems to be with an imbalance at the root chakra:
fight/flight has to do with survival of the animal aspects of the brain which is fine and a necessary part
family/tribe issues also is key to survival.
Now as for the female/male aspects or the right/left aspects. If you don't want to fight but neither do you want to run, to cut through the cycle to make it into a coil would be to cultivate awareness, compassion, and lovingkindness. There are simple grounding ways to do this such as observance of the breath coupled with thinking of your loved ones with these principles of acceptance, compassion and lovingkindness such as "may they be happy" and "may they be free from suffering"
Also remember to take care of yourself! You're a good person. Whether it be taking care of the body with massage therapy or acupuncture. You can get crystals, music, do some journaling, meditation, walk in nature, spend time with loved ones etc.
Trust me you're not alone