On the Spiritual level of Innerstanding i wrote Initiate. Only because I didn't know the first word and am reluctant to call myself an adept. However, initiate does give a sense of ceremonial occurrence and membership of some body that uses such rituals. I'm not a member of anything (apart from this and a couple of FB groups) so actual initiation ceremonies seem a bit weird to me. However, I had my first spontanious vision at the age of 11 (alone at the alter of a Catholic church, where I was alter boy at the time) and have had such revelations on a semi regular basis ever since. I am now extremely anti religious and totally absorbed in the hunt for my soul, without the help of any priest. This of course is only truly completed when everybody else finds theres as well.
I hope there comes some good from this.