WHY DO I LIVE IF IAM ONLY TRYIN TO DIE WITH SOME FALSE SENSE OF SELF. I WAKE UP EVERY DAY TO WORK FOR THE FUTURE AS IF I KNOW THERE WILL BE ONE .THE WHOLE WORLD THINKS THERE A TEST TO LIFE. I THINK T…


WHY DO I LIVE IF IAM ONLY TRYIN TO DIE

WITH SOME FALSE SENSE OF SELF. I WAKE UP EVERY DAY TO WORK FOR THE FUTURE AS IF I KNOW THERE WILL BE ONE .THE WHOLE WORLD THINKS THERE A TEST TO LIFE. I THINK THE TEST IS TO DESTROY THE SELF AND BECOME NOTHINGNESS I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE. BUT NEVER COULD RELIZE THAT THE DESIRE TO BE WAS

ONLY A EMPTY VOID OF MY OWN BEING TRYIN TO DEFINE ITS SELF IN SOME WAY.AS THE MIRROR THAT FACES THE SKY TRYS TO STAY IN THE SUNLIGHT BUT IS BLOCKED NOT BECAUSE THE MIRROR TURNS AWAY BUT BECAUSE OF THE PASSING CLOUDS OR SETING SUN. SOME THINGS CAN NOT BE CONTROLED MY SOUL IS THE MIRROR REFLECTING THE EVER CHANGING PAINTING OF LIFE. I WISH TO FINISH MY LIFE WITH A FEELING OF NO ANGER NO DESIRES NO PAIN /SO IS IT ONLY WITH THE OTHER CAN ONE BE FREE IF I KNOW NOT HAPPINESS CAN I KNOW ANGER OR SADNESS IF I NOT LIGHT CAN I FEAR THE DARK IF/ I KNOW NOT

THE CHEMICAL WORD LOVE CAN I KNOW NOT/ HATE OR/ PAIN OR

JELOUSY /SO AS I WISH TO BE FREE OF ME. THE ONE THING THAT I CANT SEEM TO LIVE WITH. MY OWN IDENTIE IS TIRED AND BEAT UP AS IF

EVERY DAY ITS BEEN FIGHTING FOR SURVIVAL

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