As I could understand certain things as a child I knew that something was wrong , that we were not in balance. I wasn't sure how to explain it at seven however I "knew".

I kept hearing people speak about love but I would think if everyone is talking about love then why are we in the state we are in.

      I was never satisfied as a young adult with what the information I was learning in the church I went to and when I decided to ask questions I was TOLD YOU DONT QUESTION GOD! I went from one religion to the next and I was only bombarded with more questions.

    I feel as if I've lived 40 or more lives within this one lifetime and I'm still expanding.

this journey has been interesting to say the least. I'VE HAD TO COME TO A POINT OF "BREAKING"  then unlearning things I have been taught.

       When you began to see the matrix for what it is then you have to learn how to get out. first getting the knowledge then actually applying it successfully is the next hurdle.

    The most difficult hurdle thus far has been in the arena of ascending. I came to a point where I thought I was heading in the right direction and had "aware" friends but I still had feelings of something being "off".  I was seeking wholeness and they where pushing me to deny parts of "ME". I knew I had to embrace all of me.

 Thankfully finally I've come to a place where I can start the next leg of my journey to again be whole.

     I'm thankful for this space and all of the reflections of myself that dwell here :)