Hey Yvonne, how's it going? I know it can be 'overwhelming' to begin with, but each of us goes at out own pace, and for each person, something will gleam out to you and you will absorb what is right for you in the moment, that is how I see it.
When things become too much, I find that re energising myself by the company of Nature, is huge help. Even just entering into stillness through breathing ..... relaxing the shoulders and letting go... it is all good, relax and have inner joy, and be happy :)
Wholeness! Welcome to the Official Resistance Site and may you have joy unfolding in your expansions. When I first joined I found very helpful http://www.resistance2010.com/group/new-members (please click), Sevan guides one through the site and concepts. Janet