Hello Junior lol, I am very sorry to hear that you are dying. I can understand how you must be feeling at this time but know that there are many on this site that are here to assist you with whatever you may need to give you the best possible chance of survival, that includes but is not limited to advice and techniques for dietary realainment and physical training and body cleansing. Also sometimes it is just good to have someone to talk to about what you are going through without judgement or advice, I, we, are here for that as well.  I hope you are able to find your way through the site ok.  I have been on here a while and can help you locate certain things but anyone on here can direct you to their favorite parts of the site.  I recommend the cleansing videos first, and also the site tutorial that is posted on the main page. Wholeness Robert hope that we can help.  Russell