Don't worry too much of your lack of intellectual knowledge on mysticism, esoterism, magic, history of the world, etc. I mean you keep doing your research and readings but you don't worry and rely on it too much to be on the 'know'. The more you read on these subjects cited above the more you should meditate and pray. Without silencing the mind, getting rid of the toxic in the body, trying to control your dream, your evolution to higher frequencies will be very slow. For me practicing what you read is the key to free your consciouness from all the limations and mind control programing that was imposed on us since our birth. Go to your innerself to reach your higherself thru meditation as often as you can to be more in tune with your innerstading, with nature, the planet, higher Beings, higher frequencies and the Cosmic.