still completely unaware. im aware of that much. any assistance will be viewed as a rescue, and an appropriate response will occur. thank you all, for what thats worth.

:)It doesn't matter how long we may have been stuck in a sense of our limitations. If we go into a darkened room and turn on the light, it doesn't matter if the room has been dark for a day, a week, or ten thousand years -- we turn on the light and it is illuminated. Once we control our capacity for love and happiness, the light has been turned on.