wholeness doris. i understand. my mom passed just before thanksgiving several years ago. i know it is difficult but as u learn on this site, death is not the end of us. your aunts are not gone. we are all, in reality, spirit, this physical form is like a coat over the real us. i too used 2 get depressed around this time of year. the meditations will help. go to forum and u will see several chakra tones that u can listen 2. there r several crystal and gems that u can carry with you and meditate with that wi help with the emotional state. believe me doris, it works! i have a daughter suffering from anger, depression, alcoholism 4 years who is now working, not drinking, and listens 2 the chakra tones 2x a day. she carries a tigers eye stone on her at all times because she is very easily targeted by negative energy  and entities. i will but u in my thoughts, praying your spirit 2 lift and 2 make u feel whole!

Greetings DORIS just wanted to stop by and say welcome to the Resistance and were glad to have you here

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