Thank you 

Marie, thank you for sharing the beautiful message. I apaologize for the delay in response.
Sounds like you must've really found something strong inside of you to go on and get past the nagging of the "noise". Sometimes I am in disbelief of where I find myself but then I realize all the good things I have in my life, almost like I am growing everything around my addiction so as to make it smaller and smaller.
I've been through so much and yet this is what I cannot conquer. Hell, I haven't really even tried.
I am so grateful for your kindness and you sound like a wonderful person. Thank you for getting in touch.
How long has it been for you?

thank you Marie! Wholeness to you :-)