as ive stated before or perhaps in other parts of the site ive noticed a change easily occuriing in my mind. i feel it is being rebuilt to suit my needs better. it still has a ways to go to complete itself but the mind is now faster and stronger, more responsive and powerful. foocus and attentiveness need work but all else has improved just from opening the mind to a simple concept. since reality is merely a guise for the truth the changes have occured. i have changed the way i think to what i see is real and what ive experienced moreso than just what happens in the media or press. things have changed and reality is crumbling revealing truths a little at a time changing the worlds structure thus so.

my mind works like a computer or inteligence system processing information and whats there and whats also inbetween. its so much like a computer yet it stays biological in nature. its not like the computer in front of me as it is powered by the body. it is moreso a bio computer. its restructured to allow the truth instead of reality. however lik a computer without a grip to rality things are jumbled in and out. while they are jumbld they still are based off of the truth. it is incomplete but becoming stronger and more powerful and more true and i will soon see things and interact differently because of that. but it will not step me away from being who i am. its merely a step forward in an evolution process.